Can my Love exude from words?

This might be my most powerful entry yet.

One of my greatest gifts is my love and affection for others.  I truly love people and in turn, loved to be loved.

I just wrote an email to a friend, a mentor, a person who I met if I told you the story you'd laugh, but there are so many ways powerful people can come into our lives.  Sometimes they are born into it, like a sibling or you could even say your parents were born into your life because they were theoretically born to have you.  It was for you!

I digress as I always do.

I'm basicall saying that I am a lovable person.  Is it weird to use "I'm and I am" in the same sentence?  I'm thinking of two people who are attackers of my grammar.  Do you know who you are?  ThuyKha and anh Tung.  KILLIN ME!

I digress again - back to the email.

I wrote an email just now and

**Side note, should I stop using the word "just?"  I use it far too commonly and I don't like it.  It stops here.

I wrote an email to my dear friend and as I wrote it chills ran all over my body.  Not just my arms, but in my chest, my face and my torso felt it like KABOOM.  I put a ton of love into an email that I wrote 10 minutes ago but the words were horrible.  The grammar was in correct.  I used commas and whatever the heck "-" are called.  Run on sentences and made up words with lots of "BRAHHH" and "MENNGGGG" with multiple DUDES and a trillion !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But at the end of the day, I know he'll feel the love and he'll smile from it.  Hopefully once he's done reading my email he'll lay back in his chair and take a deep breathe.  Smile and maybe even laugh and say "MANNNN" or "Wow" or "GOSH" , guy might even say a curse word WHO KNOWS?

What I do know though is that he's going to hit me back with another email full of love and enjoy because he's my friend for a reason.  He's simply amazing.  And today, I'm just happy that I can be happy for him.  I wrote him and it means I took my invaluable time to congratulate him on a great accomplishment.

Can you feel my words?  Can you feel the love that exudes from my words?

- AC Trinh