July 4th 2015

I landed in Anaheim yesterday after driving 7 or so hours.  Easy money.

Once I realized I was in SoCal I immediately went to eat chili cheese fries by myself.  It was disgustingly delicious.  I watched a some fireworks and listened to it for 15 minutes while eating my second dinner of the night.

I've just been having great days.  I refuse to time travel anymore (i.e. dwell on the past and/or worry about the future) because all I have is today.  And it's pretty awesome.

I'd tell you what I did today, but honestly it is just for me.  I smiled a lot, laughed a lot and will give out a few hugs today as I see the rest of my family here in the OC.

My plans tonight are to send out a lot of emails to people who might hire me because I'm hoping they see my email on July 4th and think I'm crazy for sending out emails when I should be partying.

I don't drink alcohol or smoke cigarettes so getting buck wild on the 4th of July or New Year's eve is just not my thing.  I used to tell myself when I was a kid and had no friends or interest in going out during these times that I'll just do some work because that is when I know not many people are willing to sit down and work.  Or I might just watch some Disneyland fireworks while I drink coffee or tea.  Then sit outside and just take deep breathes.

Moral of the story is that I'm going to do whatever I want.  I could go party and be awkward.  I could hang out with my family.  Or I could just spend time with myself and my laptop to secure new paths to glory.  Either way I choose to love it.

Whatever.